only 5 MORE payments of ur soul was played on 2005-03-09 at 11:06 p.m.:

found this while browsing my other diary pgs. thought it was amusing. enjoy..again:

know me in 5 easy steps! just 5 payments of ur soul! was played on 2004-12-17 at 12:43 a.m.:
Name: elsbeth maria timmerman, known to all who care baout me as elsbe
Birthdate: july 31, 1985..same as harry potter!
Sign: leo..yea baby!
Screen names: not online much but right now its : u were everything that i wanted and alysandra731
Shoe Size: ten
Eyes are..?: beady boring brown
Favorite quote: one from my brother that is :undubidably my good chum! and.."i'm going to make u my woman!" koga from inuyasha. then there is the classic.."the squirrels are mighty!" anthony (squirrel boy)..yea can't think of anymore
Favotire Color: purple
Favorite Song: right now i thin its a tye between farther away..ev. and restless by evanescence also
Favorite Book: uh..um...the door to december by dean koontz..read it in 10th grade..still love it
Favorite Food: right now its ben n jerry's icecream..the everything but..series
Favotire Movies: don't have any right now
Favorite Cartoon Character: my inuyasha!
Best Quality in a Friend: being there for me and not saying ridiculous things like 'everything will be fine'
Favorite Lyrics: 'if i could leave a mark on the monument of the heart, i just might lay myself down, a little more than i did the last day' its evanescence..its not really my fav fave, but it ranks up there.
Favorite Music Group: evanescence. duh
Favorite Season: spring. everything is pitty!
Favorite Kitchen Applience?: microwave. definately
Favorite tv Show: inuyasha ..but i don't really watch tv much anymore
Favorite article of clothing: pants that make my butt look smaller and my evanescence tshirts oh and that one dress top that mom said i look like a slut in:)
Favorite number: 731
Favorite Actor/Actress: johnny depp, misty mundae (lol landa) david boreanez, harrison ford, pierce brosnan..and other ppl who i can't think of right now.
Favorite Summer Activity: staying in places that are cool nad swimming when i'm not at work
Favorite Winter Activity: watching a movie and contrary to popular thought, driving around and looking at christmas lights drinking cocoa
Favorite Conversation: those with landa nad julie at 2 am doing homeowrok and drinking wine coolers, even with out the winecoolers..
Favorite Candy: gummy worms and twix
Favorite Store: wal-mart and hot topic
Favorite Thing to wear at home: i'm not at home. but i guess pj bottoms and a tank top
Favorite Words: shit muthafucka shit! well that's dumb, bc i'm stupid, i think not infidel! wanker, that sucks my balls..etc.
Favorite Soda: root beer and the fun mix i make at work..(diet md, diet rooster booster, cherry flavoring with cherry smoothie..ah..keeps me awake)
Favorite Computer Face: :)
Favotire Place to be?: at landa's generally
Where's your least favorite place to be: at home where i get nagged at and i have to listen to all the fighting
Your Theme song(s): away from me, farther away, lies (remix)
Best Advice Ever Given to You: "just let it roll off ur back, there is nothing u can do about it now"
Height: 5'7"..haha landa wishes she were this tall
Pets: jamie and fred...male dogs
Have you ever been in public in you PJ's: ah hells yes
Set a body part on fire for the hell of it: yes. it hurt
Kept a secret: every minuet of the day
Cried during a movie?: oh yea. i cried during the pokemon movie. the first one.
Crushed on a teacher: nah.
Ever thought an animated character was hot: inu inu inu inu !!!
Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the Block tape: no. blink
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: yis! god i miss those days..sigh
Ever been on stage: oh god yes..that is what my major is:)
Have you cried and who do you cry with: yes. alot in the past two weeks. usually with landa but julie 2
Who do you go to for advice: landa n julie n sometimes my mom n shannon n ppl at wk..aka bobby...i love gay men
Are you lonely: sometimes..i think ppl don't get me..it hurts..but its not their faults
Love: is out there, but i feel loved by my buddies so i'm ok with that right now
What do you look at first in the opposite sex?: hair and face
What do you want more than anything?: right now..to get out of kckcc, get my car fixed and find someone who really gets me
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: no
Have you ever been in love: inot really..still waitingfor someone who really gets me (that is not landa) as stated above
If you could change something about yourself what would it be: weight nad my nose nad eyes
Straight, gay, or bi?: mostly straight..occasional bi tendencies
Chinese zodiac sign: ox..how ironic
If you could build your house anywhere, where would it be:england or tokyo
What makes you really angry: homophobia, religious intolerence, ignorace, attitude and indifference
School I Attend: kansas city kansas community college. never go there. trust me. see previous entry
Friend I've Known the Longest: that i actually stil ltalk to..probably shannon since 10th grade
Most Evolved Friendship is With: Lan lan
My Biggest Fears: being alone, being up high, falling and being a faliure. oh and not having enough money
My Main Goals in Life: see "wish for more than anything"
One thing you hope you do before you die: go to japan.
Thing you want to be remembered for: this soudns bad, but my awwsum singing voice and super curly hair.
Describe yourself with one word: sillysunnyamusingdorkylysdexicfun

hahahahah!!! oh good times. ok bye.

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coyotesabre
cocacolakec
btwnfriends
sayuri03
uncrazychica
luv2writeoo

and finally the silence
looking out, looking back
across the sky
trying to find a meaning
knowing that i just
left it all behind
still i smell a
lingering softness
where did she go
how did she go
i wanna wanna know
i wanna know that
she'll be coming here to me

come on
without you i'll never
feel the love inside of me
come on, you know that
we belong
come on, come on,
come on, come on

cause each of her kisses
how my heart misses
she's coming
she's coming here to me
i'm needing
desiring to kiss her now
i'm living for her
breathing for her
singing for her fairytale
come on // ben jelen

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