past entries

2005-10-10 - past
2005-05-31 - i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly
2005-05-30 - bored now....
2005-05-29 - irresponsible
2005-05-27 - sheperd me oh God
2005-05-25 - cries mc crier
2005-05-24 - fires
2005-05-27 - even in death
2005-05-19 - bang bang bang
2005-05-01 - hath wrought the angel
2005-05-01 - i'm in love..in love ..in love
2005-04-30 - holding my last breath
2005-04-27 - lying beside you
2005-04-23 - now i see what i really am
2005-04-22 - theres no need to tell anyone..they'd only hold us down
2005-04-21 - ...
2005-04-21 - death
2005-04-20 - solitude. where will you go?
2005-04-15 - shitty shit
2005-04-07 - 13 hrs
2005-04-07 - 13 hrs
2005-04-05 - lb no slepy bad
2005-04-03 - catch 22
2005-04-02 - faith
2005-03-31 - shoot out ..not another road block
2005-03-31 - shoot out ..not another road block
2005-03-26 - squishy 2.0 is a downer
2005-03-21 - oh sheat
2005-03-11 - bird bird bird flu!!!
2005-03-11 - it doesn't matter what i need
2005-03-10 - i'm in!
2005-03-09 - only 5 MORE payments of ur soul
2005-03-09 - it doesn't matter what i want
2005-03-05 - akaku nijimu
2005-03-05 - ::sings theme to buffy the vampire slayer::
2005-03-05 - ::sings theme to buffy the vampire slayer::
2005-03-05 - they call you lady luck (the quarter of destiny)
2005-03-05 - sanctus dominus deus sabaoath
2005-03-03 - screw this
2005-02-23 - liebst du um shernheit
2005-02-18 - another letter to dad
2005-02-14 - she beckons me, shall i give in?
2005-02-09 - fallen angels at my feet
2005-02-09 - solitude
2005-01-07 - deeper tread into the waters of the soul
2005-01-07 - just a quickie
2005-01-04 - owwie my roat hwurts
2004-12-31 - boys are dumb and kinda stink
2004-12-27 - ah she's grabbing me by my bra strap!
2004-12-17 - ... ... ... ..
2004-12-17 - know me in 5 easy steps! just 5 payments of ur soul!
2004-12-16 - even ben and jerry can not soothe my soul that this point
2004-12-14 - now i know the way u play, i don't want to
2004-12-14 - its sonething i must live with everyday
2004-12-13 - i want to see him but i guess i'll have to lose 50 lbs before he'll accept me
2004-12-12 - i know who u are and id on't love u any more
2004-12-08 - the answer is always there, but u still can't cry it all away...
2004-12-03 - bitch by mere presence of humor
2004-12-03 - a simple email
2004-11-29 - credits
2004-11-24 - oh to be a kid agian
2004-11-23 - i'll love u always and forever...
2004-10-30 - tell me that i've been sick forever
2004-10-17 - i should have known it was all a lie
2004-09-21 - 450 is a big number....
2004-09-18 - i lie awake and try so hard not to think of u
2004-08-24 - black elsbe
2004-08-14 - pray for the strength to stand today
2004-08-11 - amy lee is one sexy ass bitch
2004-07-15 - pool stuff
2004-06-01 - owwie my weg hurts i tink i bote it
2004-05-18 - anyone for a bandaid?
2004-05-18 - good bye to u
2004-05-18 - well shit
2004-05-16 - i used to be indecisive...
2004-05-07 - this song is a poem to myself
2004-04-19 - no time for anything
2004-03-23 - i'm so tired of being here
2004-03-02 - landa typed this... that's why it's nice.
2004-02-25 - shinjite..lalalalalala..playing with my four fingered piggy named abner
2004-02-03 - :: sings in japanese::
2004-01-24 - me no ownie the inu
2004-01-14 - it looks nice..for a mullet...
2004-01-10 - inuinuinuinu...1-9,12&13
2004-01-09 - wolves mate for life..so ur mine..got that?!
2004-01-05 - i'm wearing a hat

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and finally the silence
looking out, looking back
across the sky
trying to find a meaning
knowing that i just
left it all behind
still i smell a
lingering softness
where did she go
how did she go
i wanna wanna know
i wanna know that
she'll be coming here to me

come on
without you i'll never
feel the love inside of me
come on, you know that
we belong
come on, come on,
come on, come on

cause each of her kisses
how my heart misses
she's coming
she's coming here to me
i'm needing
desiring to kiss her now
i'm living for her
breathing for her
singing for her fairytale
come on // ben jelen

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